Lies

Friends forever!
Lie...
I'll always be there!
Lie...
I love you!
Lie...
Always sisters!
Another lie...
Friendship???
One big lie!!!
Never trust,
Never care;
but yourself.
Never expect anything
from anybody.
That way,
You'll never get hurt.
How can we not expect?
If friendship does not exist,
How can "true love" or "soul mates"?
I am now sad
Because, now, everybody is alone
And it's all a lie.

Appreciation

I get no appreciation!
I suffer!
No appreciation!
I suffer;
but not for me.
I suffer!!!
I'm not appreciated.
What I do,
Doesn't count.
What I do,
Nobody cares.
Again... Nobody!
Nobody around.
All I want is a pack on the back,
Is that too much?!
Please tell me...
I would like to know,
Since nobody does!
Again... Nobody!
Alone!
With no appreciation...

Only me

I do this,
I od that,
I do everything!
Only me,
Always
only me.
I do,
I do,
I do.
Only me,
Only me,
Only me.
Always,
Always,
Always.
I am done!

Nobody\Alone

Nobody!
Nobody; but me.
Nobody else;but me.
Nobody here,
Nobody there,
Nobody anywhere!
Alone!
Alone on a path.
Alone on a fork.
Which way?
Nobody knows.
I don't know,
Where?
When?
What?
Nobody answers.
Nobody!
Alone!
Nobody!
Alone!
That's who I am.
That's what I am.
Alone...

Whilst I sit

Whilst I sit in boredom,
I write meself a poem.
Whilst I sit,
I don't really listen.
Whilst I sit,
I think.
Whilst I sit,
Me mind leaves.
Whilst I sit ,
I think some more.
Whilst I sit,
Me ass hurts!
I want to get up,
I want to get out,
I really don't care.
Why?
I have no clue.
This is not for me.
This is definitely not for me!
I want to be
Where I should be,
I want to be
Who I'm suppose to be;
But for now,
For now I sit
And wait,
For now I sit
And wait, for what should have been
Today.